I guess we all go thru this at one time or another, but today, it really hit me that my life as I have known it for the last 25 years is pretty much over....and there is a big brand new life beckoning me, tantalizingly, just over the horizon. I guess I am panicking in case it doesn't work... Maybe I have just wasted the last 3 years and tons of money, and p.o.'d lots of friends cause I have been too busy for them for nothing! I hope that is not the case, but right now, it looks pretty scary. I am afraid I can't cut it, that I won't be good enough. But you know what! I am giving it my all, I am giving it the good ol' college try.... literally! I know I have learned more than I have ever learned before, my art and my craft have both improved, and I am understanding myself more. Sooooo, wish me well, pray for me, keep me in your thoughts, and cross your fingers.... I can sure use it!
Here is my latest painting and one of my entries into the Salon International Exhibition this year. This was a fun painting to do...
